i am being lame and am on the computer at this little get together i am at with some college buddies(Kayla i wish you were here), but, well, i cant imbibe alcohol so i dont feel that bad about secluding myself in a corner with a laptop. anyways...i have a new obsession- Witchblade...in a word it is PHENOMINAL!
i'm feeling a little broody right now, but that isn't really shocking considering circumstances at the present, but i know that this, like any other shadow, will pass sooner or later. i realize that i sound like a whiny child right now, but i just want things to get better. and i know the expression "it's always darkest before dawn" but still i would like this metaphorical sun to break sooner rather than later. im rambling on like robert plant (haha) so i apologize if you read this expecting something funny and didn't get it but frankly i just needed to brood. though this has been very vague and vaguely annoying to you and me both, i will conclude this entry with a quote from one of my favorite bands of all time

"you're perfectly flawed, you're perfectly incomplete,
let them condemn, imperfections make you unique"
--otep--